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The “Christian” Taliban

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I don’t want to live like so-called “Christians” would have me live.

I grew up among them in a fundamentalist Baptist church that got its kicks from judging people. When a young, unwed mom lost a set of twins, someone told her “See? God punishes.” I can still see those nasty lips mouthing the words in my mind’s eye. I can remember hoping there was punishment for her one day for being so mean.

We couldn’t dance, play cards, go to a multiplex theater where an R-rated movie was playing (lest someone think we were going to the R-rated movie), do yoga, listen to rock music … We kids did a lot of these things anyway because, well, we thought God put us here to embrace life.

Women couldn’t hold any leadership positions in the church — we couldn’t even serve Communion or teach Sunday School to anyone older than sixth grade. We could be missionaries but not lead churches. We weren’t supposed to use birth control but accept every child that was sent to us. If our husbands beat us, we probably deserved it. We were inferior to men in every way.

We had a guest preacher who said we were doing God’s work in Vietnam killing all those godless (racial epithet). When I objected, I was told to show respect and remember my place. That was about the time I realized that my place was anywhere other than with these hate-filled people.

These are the people who go around trying to make their views the law of the land, the same ones who helped push the jail-the-gays law in Uganda and the same ones who are pushing for laws that would allow people in this country to discriminate against gays.

I don’t dislike Christians — I am one — but I do really, really dislike the hate-spewing extremists.

Fundamentalism in any religion is dangerous. That’s where we get the Taliban and other Islamist extremist groups, not to mention the likes of the Westboro Baptist Church.

A few years ago, people were sporting WWJD (what would Jesus do) bracelets and other trinkets. It might be a good question to ask today.

The way I read the message, Jesus was about loving and not hating. He ate with the most “unclean” people, including tax collectors and women. He healed lepers instead of condemning them. He never said a word about same-sex relationships.

Jesus told his followers to “render unto Caesar that which is Caesar’s.” In other words, we don’t own the laws of the world. We don’t get to demand that everyone live in accordance with our beliefs.

You can hate gays if you want, although that likely means I don’t want much to do with you. I don’t like to hear about who’s going to hell; in your eyes I’m probably one of them.

My father taught me when I was very young that you should take each person as an individual and decide whether you like that person or not. To generalize is to limit yourself and every group has good and bad in it.

It’s difficult for me to see the good in extremism, but I will generalize here: If you really hate someone for they way they’re made, I don’t want to spend time with you and I don’t want to hear about your hatred.

And I certainly don’t want you writing laws based on your hatred and expect me to abide by them.

 

Where the hell is your compassion?

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I’m feeling down today and oh, so frustrated with people who want to blame misfortune on the victim for making the wrong “choice,” or for being an undocumented immigrant and collecting “benefits” (which they don’t, by the way), and assuming all poor people are lazy.

What the hell is wrong with you people? My son didn’t choose to be born with a birth defect that would leave him vulnerable to cancer. He didn’t choose to have insurance companies refuse to sell him a policy at any cost. He didn’t choose to have doctors deny him care. He didn’t choose to get cancer.

I am in the six weeks between when we found out my son was dying six years ago and when he died. I relive his final days and his death every year at this time and my patience with ignorance, selfishness and greed is pretty thin right now.

I see a lot of poor people who work two jobs and still can’t make ends meet because it costs about 2 1/2 times minimum wage to live even the simplest life here. That simple life doesn’t include cable TV, movies, eating out, gym memberships, mocha lattes and other things that middle-class people don’t even think about spending money on.

When you see a poor person with a cell phone and complain, what you’re saying is that low-income or homeless people don’t even deserve the basic capability to be in touch with the rest of the world.

What you’re saying is that you don’t care about that person’s story; you’re going to pass judgment based on your own sheltered and fortunate life.

You’re likely no more than six months away from homelessness yourself.

Let’s say your job moves overseas. Now you’re left with unemployment compensation that won’t even cover your mortgage and you can’t afford COBRA. So, what happens when you get an upper respiratory infection? You go to the ER and walk out with a prescription for antibiotics, a big bill and no follow-up care.

If that first round of antibiotics doesn’t work, you can go back to the ER and get another big bill, which you can’t pay because your unemployment is about to run out, and another prescription for an even more expensive antibiotic.

You haven’t been able to find another job except for part-time at a garden center, at minimum wage, which is even less money than your unemployment.

Now you’re 90 days behind on your mortgage and you’re selling some of your belongings to try and keep the house. You get a second part-time job and look for a third, but it just isn’t enough.

You’re still sick, but you can’t go back to the ER because you can’t afford whatever prescription the doctor writes for you. So you just hope you’ll get better.

Eventually, you run out of things to sell and the bank runs out of patience. You can stay with family members for awhile, but the welcome wears out eventually.

Or let’s say you have bipolar disorder. You try to keep things on an even keel, but sometimes the medications become ineffective and you just can’t function in a job because that’s too much stress for you to endure.

You lose your job and while waiting to be approved for disability, you also lose your home.

Or let’s say you develop type 2 diabetes, not because you’re a glutton but because it runs in your family. Your job doesn’t come with insurance so you can’t afford the supplies you need to monitor your blood glucose.

You decide to exercise and try to eat right. But diabetes affects every system in your body, especially when you can’t monitor and control your blood glucose levels, and you don’t know your blood pressure is climbing through the roof. You have a stroke and are left incapacitated. Or your kidneys fail and you need dialysis. Or you lose your eyesight.

Tell me where the “choices” are in these scenarios. Tell me about “personal responsibility.”

Have you ever tried to survive on less than $1,000 a month? That’s what someone on disability has to do.

Have you ever tried to eat for $2.50 a day? That’s what someone on food stamps has to do, and most of the people who get food stamps are working people and their children.

Have you ever waited for a bus in freezing rain because you can’t afford a car?

Let’s talk about responsibility — our responsibility as human beings.

The Old Testament prophets talked about justice and compassion. In the New Testament, Jesus condemned people who refused to help people in need. Nowhere did he say, “I got mine, get your own.”

I am starting to un-friend people who post these things on Facebook. I no longer want to be friends with people who would allow others to suffer and even die out of selfishness and greed.

Don’t tell me you’re compassionate and then post something that calls poor people lazy or says they’re the victims of their own bad choices.

People don’t choose to be poor and sick and hungry. They don’t choose to work at jobs that don’t pay them enough to survive.

And don’t tell me I’m judging you unfairly; I am not. If you think poor people should suffer and not get help, you are not compassionate, and I’m tired of hearing from you.

 

 

 

Marching into history

Charlie Van Der Horst and I danced onstage as Stevie Wonder's "Higher Ground" played.

The Moral March on Raleigh was historic.  Between 80,000 and 100,000 came from across the state and from across the nation to protest the radical agenda that is decimating our public education system and shredding the social safety net.

I don’t doubt the crowd estimate because police told us each block holds 15,000 to 20,000 people and we filled up five blocks, with a large number of people unable to even get onto Fayetteville Street.

More than 100 buses came, including five from Asheville.

Last year’s event saw about 12,000 people; this one was, as the Raleigh News & Observer said, “mammoth.”

Charlie Van Der Horst, Nicole Dozier and I were there to speak out against the refusal of our legislature to expand Medicaid. Charlie is a physician and professor at University of NC at Chapel Hill and Nicole is a policy analyst at the NC Justice Center.

Other speakers talked about marriage equality, reproductive rights for women, workers’ rights, poverty, unemployment insurance and jobs, education, the environment and more.

Most of the national media ignored this huge rally for social and economic justice in North Carolina. Talking Points Memo called it “the biggest march you never heard of.”

But those of us who were there were fired up even before Rev. William Barber took the stage to deliver a fiery sermon about caring for “the least of these,” as Jesus called the poor and the marginalized.

As usual, he reiterated that this is not about conservative or liberal; it’s not about Democrats or Republicans. These rallies began eight years ago, before the Republicans took the majority in the legislature. This movement is about right versus wrong; it’s about the morality of leaving people behind instead of lifting them up. This is about greed and lust for power.

The high point of the day was just after we sang, “We Shall Overcome.” Rev. Barber started to speak again and the sun burst through the clouds.

“The sun is out! Even the Universe is blessing us!” Rev. Barber said to deafening cheers.

Although Rev. Barber is a Christian, members of several faiths — and people who claim no faith but who are guided by justice and morality — have embraced this movement, and it is spreading. Georgia and Florida have started Moral Monday movements.

This rally is just the beginning, though. It must be followed up with a mobilization of voters. All we need do is carry around some voter registration forms, which you can pick up at your county Board of Elections office.

Then, ask people if they are registered to vote. If not, offer to help them register and hand them a form, then take the form and drop it off at the Board of Elections office.

We are out to change the political landscape from one of deprivation for the poor to one of lifting everyone up. We can do this.

 

Godspeed, Henry and George

At an Oct. 1, 2013, press conference with George Miller and Henry Waxman

At an Oct. 1, 2013, press conference with George Miller and Henry Waxman

Two of my favorite members of the House of Representatives have announced they will retire at the end of this session — George Miller and Henry Waxman.

Both have been strong advocates of the social safety net and of health reform. Without them and their tireless efforts, there would be no Affordable Care Act.

I met Rep. Miller back in the late 1980s when I was a reporter attending a conference on family issues at the Watergate Hotel. This was back when Gannett would pay to send its reporters to conferences and seminars.

I hadn’t heard much about Rep. Miller, but his presentation impressed me. He talked about women — and men — having choices such as job sharing and part-time work to give parents more time with family. He talked about the Family Leave Act, which then-President Reagan refused to sign.

I paid a lot more attention to him after that, and he was and still is consistently progressive. When liberal was a dirty word, he was proud to be one. He never backed off his belief that all people deserve a decent life and that government can help more people achieve it.

I got to meet Henry Waxman last Oct. 1, when I participated in a press conference in Washington. I was surprised at his height, for one thing. I don’t know why, but I always thought he was much taller. Perhaps it was the magnitude of his influence in progressive policy that made him seem larger than life.

Miller and Waxman both were first elected during the Watergate era. Both of them went up against titans of industry, including the tobacco industry in 1994.

The two were among the crafters of the Affordable Care Act, which was as much the product of former Speaker Nancy Pelosi’s relentless efforts as it was the president’s. Waxman said that the law was the realization of a lifelong dream.

It was an honor to stand with them on Oct. 1, and to thank them in person for the work they have done over the years.

Miller commented that we both were young the first time we met. With all the battles going on now between people of reason and the far right wing, it’s enough to make anyone want to get the hell out of Washington.

I know there are younger members who will rise to take their places, but I will miss these two of the most progressive voices in the House.

 

Screw the platitudes! Let’s be bold!

sotuI was disappointed at last night’s State of the Union Address. I wanted bold, and what we got was tepid, with a few inspirational quotes thrown in.

“I believe when women succeed, the nation succeeds.”

“Time to do away with workplace policies that belong in a Mad Men episode.”

“With our feet set in the present and our eyes cast to the future, America will be a great nation.”

“America does not stand still, and neither will I.”

“No American working full time should be living in poverty.”

But he talked about support for the natural gas industry, which is destroying the environment wherever it “extracts” gas using the method known as fracking. I wanted to hear that fracking won’t be promoted. I wanted to hear the president propose a ban on fracking and bigger tax breaks for solar and wind power.

He talked about using an executive order to increase the minimum wage for government contractors to $10.10, which still leaves workers far short of a living wage. If you’re going to use your executive power, Mr. President, be bold. The vast majority of Americans would approve of a $15 minimum wage, which is a living wage.

Perhaps the president is so used to making timid proposals and having them shot down by Republicans that he can’t be bold anymore.

Well, Mr. President, you have two years left. You can’t run again. Show us what you have and make it good. If the Republicans want to stand in your way, fine; let the American people know that’s what they’re doing.

I’m thinking no more Mr. Nice Guy because they’ll just crap all over you no matter what you do.

We are locked in a battle for the very life of our Democracy. Corporate powers want to run things their way, which means slave wages, rape of the environment, intrusions on women’s right to control their own bodies and worse.

We must stand up. If we can’t be bold, we will lose.

 

Guilty

yaraYesterday in Raleigh, I was found guilty of second-degree trespass for being in the rotunda of the General Assembly on May 13.

The photo above is of Yara Allen being on arrested the same day I was. We sang all the way to jail, and she was tried and found guilty with me yesterday.

I was at the legislative building with Yara and others who were trying to get the ultra-conservative legislative leaders to hear why we oppose their onslaught of laws harming working people, women, children, voters and the poor.

My issue was health care, and I carried a photo of my son, Michael, who died from lack of access to care.

I had tried writing, e-mailing, calling and even going in person with Rev. William Barber to see House Speaker Thom Tillis. He literally ran away from us.

In this year alone, about 2,800 people will die because they lack access to health care. We could prevent it by expanding Medicaid, but these people refuse to do that, even though it costs states nothing to expand Medicaid until 2017, and then it’s just 10 percent of the costs that states will have to bear.

For that little cost, we could save 2,800 human lives every year. They don’t care.

These same legislators slashed access to abortion, saying they’re pro-life, but they’re not. They’re anti-abortion, and that’s different. Pro-life means you want to save people’s lives even AFTER they emerge from the birth canal.

I also oppose the slashing of unemployment benefits and the massive cuts to education, the dangers to the environment and of course, the arrogance of these people.

We in the Moral Mondays movement went into the General Assembly building to be heard, and we were arrested because they could hear us.

Yesterday, the judge merged eight cases. She gave the state six hours to present its case and then rushed through the defense, continually asking our attorneys to hurry it up because of the “late hour.” In all, we had less than two hours to present the defense of eight people.

The judge found the two men not guilty and the six women guilty, even though we all did the same thing.

We all were welcomed into the building as officers held the door for us. We were singing as we entered the building, so they can’t say they didn’t know what our intentions were. In fact, the chief of the General Assembly police stood outside the building. He could have stopped us, but he let us in. More officers showed us where to go once we were in the building. Then, a few minutes later, those same officers arrested us for being in the building.

One judge has been hearing most of the cases, and there seems to be no rhyme or reason to her judgments.

Our attorneys use the same arguments trial after trial, but the verdicts are mixed.

We were arrested for political reasons. Our freedom of expression was compromised.

One of the women convicted yesterday said she believes we are political prisoners. That might sound harsh, but the police chief was asked by the DA to just issue citations, and he refused. He arrested us to try and intimidate others.

He heard my testimony yesterday and told me afterward that he didn’t know the significance of the photo I carried at the protest. He said he can’t imagine the pain of outliving a child. I told him I hope he never has to bear it.

So, I am a convicted criminal because of my “political” view that everyone deserves access to health care. I am in good company. There are 941 of us here in NC just for this one movement. But there are thousands more — tens of thousands more — in the American history books, not to mention millions more around the world who have stood up to tyrants.

Right now, we rabblerousers are more popular that the NC legislature because people understand what’s at stake.

I’m not giving up. My attorney has filed an appeal already. I refuse to be intimidated by this immoral crew in Raleigh. I am not afraid, and I will not back down.

 

 

Thugs in Durham

Police in Durham, dressed in riot gear, released tear gas into a crowd of protesters.

Police in Durham, dressed in riot gear, released tear gas into a crowd of protesters.

Last night, protesters in Durham, NC, were attacked by the city’s police, who were dressed in riot gear for a vigil-turned-protest.

My friend, Laurel Ashton, was driving to the vigil for Jesus Huerta, a 17-year-old who died while in police custody, when she stopped at a traffic light to see people running away from police and her car was engulfed in tear gas.

“I hope everyone is safe and far away from the police right now,” she wrote.

Huerta was in the back seat of a police car in November, arrested for trespass, when police say he shot himself in the head with a gun that did not belong to police. Since police are supposed to search people before they are placed in the car, no one knows where the gun came from or to whom it belonged.

Both Huerta’s family and police called for peaceful protest, but Thursday night’s vigil turned violent. Police say participants carried banners and shouted obscenities at them and began throwing bottles and other objects at them.

Police answered with tear gas and billy clubs, just as they did at the 1968 Democratic Convention in Chicago.

As protesters neared police headquarters, they were met by a line of officers in riot gear, as though those in the protest were presumed to be violent.

Police knew about the vigil, and although no one had applied for a permit, they say they allowed the event to go on. But they met protesters with a barricade of officers dressed for combat. What the hell did they expect the response to be?

Nothing bad happened until after protesters were met by riot police and some of the protesters began shouting.

Those doing the shouting were in the wrong, but did they deserve being met with full force? I don’t think so. It was an over-reaction by police.

There must be a better way to do this. Are police so frightened of citizens that they have to show up to a vigil in riot gear? Do they not realize this will provoke people who already distrust them?

The whole thing could have been defused by police offering to protect vigil participants instead of attacking them. Police are supposed to keep the peace, not provoke violence.

We need answers to the questions surrounding the death of a 17-year-old who was arrested for trespassing. We do not need attacks from police on the people who are asking the questions.

We now also need answers to questions about why police over-reacted and why participants in a protest were told they would be arrested for unlawful assembly after police allowed the march to go on and why protesters were met with tear gas and billy clubs.

I’m not saying everyone in the crowd was blameless, but the response was overblown and overly violent.

 

 

The very definition of insanity

The very definition of insanity, personified in Sen. Ted Cruz of Texas

The very definition of insanity, personified in Sen. Ted Cruz of Texas

A definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over and over again, each time expecting a different result.

Well, House Republicans have voted 41 times to repeal the Affordable Care Act, and the law is still in place.

In desperation, the GOP shut down government, trying to de-fund the law and make it impossible to implement.

That didn’t work either, although it did cost us $24 billion, according to a Standard & Poor estimate.

So now, what’s the plan?

Well, Ted Cruz, the freshman senator from Texas, says he wants to shut down the government again.

And here at home in NC Congressional District 11, our representative, Mark Meadows, has been called the architect of the shutdown because, back in August, he reportedly wrote the letter calling for the shutdown unless “Obamacare” was de-funded.

Economist Steve Morse of Western Carolina University said the shutdown cost people in this district about $1 million a day in lost tourism revenues.

October is the busiest time of year here because of the changing leaves and mild climate, and the shutdown cost people in the tourism industry half their October business.

Meadows has backpedaled on his insistence that the Affordable Care Act be de-funded, probably because people in this district were so angry at the closing of the national park and at his role in bringing about the shutdown (which he now denies, by the way).

So, perhaps Meadows now sees the folly in his obsessive hatred of the Affordable Care Act. His constituents don’t want to lose their businesses over it; they don’t want another government shutdown — hell, they didn’t want the first shutdown.

Cruz was elected because he claimed he could bring government to its knees, which he did, briefly.

Now he claims he wants to be president. Well, let him run and see how far he gets. The American people overwhelmingly disagree with his far-right stands and we are not amused by his antics.

Cruz could still cause trouble, but it’s doubtful he can orchestrate another shutdown and it’s even more doubtful he could take the White House.

Cruz has shown his hand and it’s a loser.

 

Why we all went to Raleigh

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Vicky and Doug Ryder were acquitted of all charges in their Moral Monday arrest.

The prosecution has it all wrong in the Moral Mondays cases.

The state thinks we all went to Raleigh just to be arrested. I’ll be honest, we all knew it was a possibility — even a probability. But by the third week, I expected the police would hand out citations, not arrest us.

I went to court yesterday, and although my case wasn’t heard, the cases of Vicki and Doug Ryder were. The trial lasted six hours and the defense lawyer Scott Holmes was amazing.

He talked about our Constitutional right to address our legislators, who have continually refused to talk to us about the issues or listen to our concerns as they passed laws that actually jeopardize our way of life here: slashes to education and unemployment, refusal to expand Medicaid — putting health care out of reach of a half million people — voter suppression, degradation of the environment, denial of climate change, approval of fracking … and on and on. And the thing of it is, all these issues are intertwined.

I am passionate about making health care accessible for every human being, and they’re taking it away. And because of the rejection of Medicaid, hospitals and clinics that serve the poor will lose a great deal of their indigent care funding. Some will close. This is about human lives, and I am desperate to be heard.

That’s why I went to Raleigh, and that’s why Vicki and Doug went to Raleigh. Doug told the prosecutor that he went to give voice to people who have none — to people in minimum-wage jobs who can’t take a day off work to go to Raleigh and petition their lawmakers.

I have said time and again I am not afraid to be arrested, although I won’t go anywhere with the intention of being arrested. We went to have our voices heard and they decided to arrest us.

Then, Scott and the other defending attorney, Dave Neal, proved that the General Assembly Police chief knew we intended to protest but allowed us into the building anyway.

He showed that the people standing in front of the doors to the Senate chamber weren’t preventing senators and staff from getting into the chamber — which was called into session while the protesters stood outside.

Scott and Dave asked whether Chief Weaver was ever afraid we might resort to violent behavior and he said no. Scott asked whether there were other people in the rotunda who were cheering and clapping but were not arrested and he admitted there were, but they “weren’t within the perimeter we had set up.”

In the early afternoon, Judge Joy Hamilton dropped two of the charges, and about 4 o’clock, she dismissed the final charge.

We couldn’t whoop it up like we wanted, but there were a lot of smiles and tears of relief in Courtroom 402 yesterday afternoon.

We have said all along we are doing nothing more than exercising our Constitutional right to freedom of speech and freedom of assembly, and our right to talk to our legislators about our grievances.

House Speaker Thom Tillis literally ran away from us when we went to see him.

How else can we be heard?

Those of us who are determined to have a trial have had to go to Raleigh at least three times so far. For me and several others from this region, that means a four-hour drive each way and an overnight, plus meals.

This is not justice. People who have jobs and can’t make trip after trip to Raleigh are forced to take the plea deal of 25 hours of community service and payment of $180 in court costs. Many of them can’t afford that, but they can’t lose their jobs to fight for vindication either.

Yesterday, the judge agreed with the defense attorney. That gives the rest of us hope that we will be vindicated as well, but we still have to go back unless the DA dismisses all the charges against all of us.

 

 

Anger and lies on the right

Image by Huffington Post. This graphic shows the cost of health care premiums state-by-state. It shows the average weighted cost for the least expensive policy on the bronze tier. Dark colors are the most expensive, light the leaSt.

Image by Huffington Post. This graphic shows the cost of health care premiums state-by-state. It shows the average weighted cost for the least expensive policy on the bronze tier. Dark colors are the most expensive, light the least.

As the Affordable Care Act’s marketplaces finally open for business, opponents of health reform are getting desperate.

Take, for example, the 21-hour circus sideshow fake filibuster by Texas Republican Ted Cruz in the Senate.

Take the willingness of Republicans to take down the entire government in a desperate last-ditch effort to kill the law.

Look at the TV ads with the frightening Uncle Sam head popping up behind a doctor’s examining table.

In the last week, my son read stories about how Georgia will be the most expensive state in the county to buy insurance. I did some reading on my own and found the numbers in the story were NOT the average prices but the worst-case scenario — you know, someone my age who would not be eligible for assistance.

In fact, Georgia is not the most expensive, it’s the middle of the the pack, and if you make less than four times the federal poverty level (about $46,000 for an individual, $60,000 for a couple and $93,000 for a family of four), you will get help paying for your premiums.

Then yesterday, I heard North Carolina will be the most expensive. Look at the graphic here. It’s in the middle of the pack too, along with California and New York. I’ll bet they have similar misinformation campaigns in every state.

In all, prices are about 16 percent below what was first predicted. Granted, it’s not cheap, but for most people, it will be affordable. The hysterics are nothing more than lies perpetrated by the very people who want the law gone. These are the people who are going around telling young adults to “burn your Obamacare draft card.”

I suppose people could do that if there were an Obamacare draft card, but there isn’t.

Those creepy Uncle Sam head TV ads also are lies. You will buy your insurance from a private company and you will see your own doctor.

Your insurance company can no longer deny necessary treatment, thanks to the law.

They can’t charge you a co-pay for annual physicals, cancer and other screenings or immunizations, thanks to the law.

They can’t put annual or lifetime caps on coverage.

They can’t throw you to the curb if you get sick.

They have to pay out 80 to 85 percent of what they collect in premiums on direct services.

And they don’t like all this regulation because it cuts into their obscene profits.

Because of all the money spent to spread the misinformation, 70 percent of the people who are eligible for help in paying for their premiums don’t know it. More than one-third of Americans think the law was repealed.

The truth is the Republicans in the House of Representatives have voted 41 times to repeal the law, but have failed to get it done, thank God.

The truth is that 45,000 Americans died in this country every year from lack of access to care before the Affordable Care Act, and thousands will continue to die because of GOP-led efforts to deny Medicaid expansion.

These are not pro-life people, no matter what they say. I have had some argue that point with me, but the truth is that if you want to deny people access to life-saving care, if you lie to convince people not to take advantage of access to care, you are not pro-life, no matter how much you love unborn babies.

 

 

 

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